marriage shld be blissful?

maybe i'm not mature enough to talk about marriage now.



know nuts abt it.



look at me,

mixing with kids all the time,

no exposure to working world or adults,

cant even do basic accounting.

how to get marry like that?

no solutions,

only problems problems,questions posted that caused burden.



i felt extremely lousy abt myself,

no achievement in life.

wat have i got?



i dunno.



in the past, i felt that being contented is happy with who u have,

that's the motto in my life.

But

being a simple person is not so great afterall.

Now

simple-minded to me is = stupidity/childishness.

easily contented=not able to achieve much in life.

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i just walked out like that.
with unsolved problems, tears and a mind that still wouldn't understand.

i need to have time for myself.
need to think wat i really want.

will all couples face these? i duno.
no experience, no one sharing with me these.

i'm just a shallow person.